After the confession…

What happens after the confession

Something wonderful will come out with this… has been my thought and affirmation…just don’t be attached to the result you have in mind….or you have decided

For me, I had not seen the confession happening, so the result was something that I could not have anticipated then, however I always ask for my highest good….so that is exactly what will happen

Believe me, I have been playing with my thoughts …conventional and non-conventional outcomes….and denials….but thank you IADLife, I love the science that you follow…..I realised that ..I had been negotiating and have tried negotiating….with my ‘highest good’ …who in the right knowledge and right mind would do that…

Awesome…Something wonderful is going to happen….

I have released the blockage and I welcome prosperity …in areas of love, money, health

Affirmation: I am willing to release all blockages in areas of  love, money, health and I now allow it to flow instantly, with love and grace and in a perfect way to flow joyously into my life

I am willing to release all blockages in areas of money, health and love and I now allow it to flow joyously into my life

2^nd important thing that I needed to do is to forgive myself and ‘S’ (the common friend). I attracted such hurtful way to bring out such a beautiful confession.

Now, how was or was  ‘S’, my common friend? I was clearly friends with her to know about N. Well I don’t function like that (not my true self), so it back fired. I am forgiving myself. All said and done, she was in some way also instrumental in my blockage removal. So I am grateful to her for that. She certainly was my teacher, and brought to my attention that I was not being ‘true’ and ‘direct’ and ‘honest’. However, although she is welcome to IADLife as a client, I have decided to let her go from my universe. Space in my universe is now created for other people, for me to have beautiful experiences.  Thank you again

Affirmation :  I am true and honest to myself , I am true and honest with others

Confession…it just happened…

Confession…it just happened…under grace and in perfect manner

Today I woke up and this current song of Star World (feb 2014), ‘Today is a good day’, surfaced in my mind. I downloaded it from you tube, then I wanted the full version and I searched you tube and got it.. IT’S GONNA BE A GOOD DAY! – Bayer’s Recruiting-Song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGICsTAqRi4).  Do give it a listen. Awesome.

Co-incidentally, the Hay house calendar affirmation was “Today will be an exceptionally good day at work”

I decided to pen down my experience with my confession…

Whoooh…Things I am willing  to do, take the purpose and vision of IADLife forward.  : )

Well, do you remember blog  article ”confession made fun…”.  Well as I was indicated that the lack of confession or my reluctance to confess was/might have been causing the blockage to my prosperity.  I know how much I love prosperity and how much more would I like it to flow joyously and lovingly into my life, that to in a constantly increasing manner.

Ever since my realisation, my affirmation has been “I am willing to release the blockages”….I let the universe decide how that will be done.  My intentions were so clear about removing the blockages that …it happened the following Sunday…absolutely unexpected

In the below paras “he, him, ‘N’” are about the person I had confessed to in my blog  article “”confession made fun…”

Here is how it happened…I had a skype meeting (official discussions) with ‘N’ on Sat….that actually left ‘me’ with couple of questions, while his questions were being answered.  While I was awaiting  another telephonic discussions…I decided to allay my doubts by carrying out an exercise with him (over WhatsApp) to bring out his passion/or to understand his level of passion. The idea of the exercise was to make him/bring him to his level of highest passion, so that passion can be used/put in his role in IADLife. Due to the scheduled “telephonic discussion”,  the WhatApp exercise was discontinued.

Next day, Sun, I had a full schedule. I still wanted to carry out the exercise and get few clarifications from him.  So we fixed a half hr mtg in the afternoon.

It so happened that one of our common friend, ‘S’ came online and started inquiring about the “new marketing person of IADLife”,  when I asked her who that was she took N’s name. I was not pleased that the company decisions were being discussed with a person outside of the company.  However, that triggered me in asking her to meet me over skype, to find out about the few things about ‘N’. I had known her to be a good friend of his. She shared with me, a few situations, feelings, comments that she believed to be true. I was so hurt by this information. Incidentally, I got N’s call for the scheduled telephonic discussion. He started in his nice, charming voice in an accent that usually made me laugh. I went past all that, and I told him I was on skype with S and she has shared few information(s) that I need to be clarified…I had kept my calm with S, while hearing the information(s), one of which was a hurtful allegation.

With the hurt and pain I started the conversation with N. I did not even realise, how hurt I was and when I started crying, and started demanding an explanation on all that was told to me.

I have never cried in-front of anyone publicly. I have always been very poised and calm when I talk to anyone. Crying is something I don’t do, wailing never. That was exactly what I was doing…And I did not even realize it. Well, how did that happen! That happened because I have set my intention to be my true, clear self. I matter and my true self matters, I accept myself and the whole universe supports me and the universe is on my side.

As the conversations progressed, while getting the clarifications, I got a chance to “confess” and tell him about my blog article too. The whole experience was smooth, in a flow, and N was just amazing, the way he presented himself in the situation, I am impressed.

I did also tell him, that now all my blockages are removed and I feel I am now ready to receive love and prosperity. It really has been a big achievement  and I congratulated myself. I am very grateful to Angels for supporting me, as i had asked for their help. Thank you N for being such a fabulous person.

We are most definitely now going to have a smooth ride, also while working with IADLife . Affirmation: I am willing to receive prosperity with love. I now choose to be open and I am willing to receive with love, I am safe. I now deserve, love, joy, romance and all the good that life has to offer to me.

Thank you

Confessing…made fun and prosperous

What is confessing…
Once you tell someone what is in your mind, what has been surfacing in your thoughts..are you willing to be comfortable with what is to follow…Well that is what I have decided to do. Be comfortable with my “confessing”
I met an energy healer and she told me that she sensed that there is an energy blockage within me and in between our meeting discussions, her questions regarding my personal life kept coming up…what’s happening in love life….what about your marriage. Having learnt/practiced/witnessed…”every word I say is what is creating my future”…I told her I do like someone, but am unable to tell him. She slammed her palm on the table and said…there you go, that is what is blocking your prosperity, you are not ready to confess, so someone is not ready to confess to you that ‘He likes you’ (I understood it as ‘I am not being able to receive’). What a pickle….I was like “Can I just talk to his angles”…”Can I request his universe”  How can I go and tell him that I like him or more. Do I even know that to be true. I have no practice saying such things to anyone, never done it in past.

So not being able to receive has been my blockage, and I am ‘so’ willing to change ….”I am willing to receive with love”
Don’t know if my motivation was taking my vision, my passion, IADLife forward…but it did do the job…motivated me to work on my confession
That still is not my confession. Before, I could say anything further, the energy worker told me, why worry about the consequence. I realised that ….
1) people think/decide/dialogue from beforehand whatever is their worst fear before confessing, that could be one of the reasons confessing is always associated with as if one has done something wrong. What if we change that…decide on the dialogue that we desire or simply say something that will lead to prosperity to all involved. Universe being mighty and all, and it having all the highest form of permutations and combinations…I would like to give ‘it’ to decide the “how”
2) there is in this act of sharing our clear feelings that is act of receiving in some way….

So going by the thought “something wonderful is about to happen” and “Whatever will happen will be in best interest of all that are involved”
So here’s my confession to him “Ever since you came to me after my Mom’s funeral and said ‘I will come and talk to you’. My first thought was ‘Why!’…as I was not interested in another condolence conversation. When you sat on my work station table and told me all the places you have travelled/studied, I noticed that these were exactly the places I had travelled/studied possibly a decade ago. I did not know if that meant anything.

After meeting and interacting with you the the feelings that surfaced were so nice, that I did not recognise it. I had not felt these feelings since long and I was thoroughly confused. This confusion gave rise to anger. And you could have remembered my outbursts or my angry sms(s).

I was not clear. But, with the new year I have set my intention to be clear and honest. I do believe that these thoughts and actions are surfacing/happening because of this intention.

You were gone for a long time, but I still remembered you. And now you are back….so please do stay.

For a person like me ‘feelings’, are very important and I value them now. I had unknowingly supressed, ignored, and de-valued my feelings for a long time. I now understand the significance of the ‘feelings’ and  know the fact that they are the essence or reason for creation of all  of our thoughts.

And, I now know the answer to that ‘Why!’, You pulled me out of the situation I was going deep into, where I was working only out of fear and was not working for me, you brought me back and helped me give myself a chance to be me, you helped me feel, you gave me an avenue to be the same happy go lucky girl I used to be, you in some/many way(s) saved me, and I know that only today. So I am grateful for this act of kindness done inadvertently. I would like to say ‘Thank you’ and I would like to be in your life, lovingly. I would like to be your friend”
It’s wonderful to be able to clear my mind, speak my mind. This is an amazing start for me. Will keep it up.
Affirmation “I love my beautiful mind”

“I love my beautiful feelings”

 

Life’s learnings PartI

As I was pondering over how to pen down the recent revelations+realisations that had surfaced by experience and/or by discussions and interactions with IADLife clients, the recent star plus tag line “Jab mulakate hongi zyada, rishta hoga aur bhi gehra” caught my attention. Guess, that is the message from the Universe for our meetings “T@T6” and with whom we wish to/desire to deepen our relationship.
My sincere thanks to the IADLife clients who have shown willingness to share their experiences and learning(s) for others to read and benefit.

Life’s learning(s) mainly stems out from the area/s that one desires to enhance. These are areas that you may feel /encounter most problems, feel stuck, feel resistance and find blockages in. We have selected three such areas that IADLife clients are working on, Relationship (ClientX), Money (ClientY) and Time/Attention(ClientZ)

Revelation #1
Client X Relationship area: “I am not angry when he does not keep timelines”. What happened? What changed? Why did this happen!
Realisation for Client X: “He has taken away my right to be upset. So only thing left for me is to be genuinely/honestly be lovely. Level of “lovely” that I am comfortable with”.

Client Y: Money area: All the love gestures/or lack of it are through money. Client Y’s grand-mom and mom use to show affection every time she did well, in studies, sports, crafts, through money. Now if/when her husband gives her money or gifts, she feels love
Realisation for Client Y: “I wish to have love as love and money as money”

Client Z: Time/Attention area: “I want attention from my Man, but he does not give me enough time”.
Realisation for Client Z: “I love him, I value his time with me, but I love my space that can be used for the creativity that I would like to learn and earn and am so passionate about”.

Learning(s)/Human science behind it all

• e.g. Client X -She wants to have a beautiful relationship with her Man. So we devised her an affirmation for this desire “I have a loving relationship with My Man”. So after a few days of affirming we worked together, and what surfaced was that as she had desired this since much before the affirmation was suggested, she had been attracting such situations from somebody she loves (because that is how we are willing to pay heed :)) so that she could get over that habit of being “not loving”.  Other affirmation for her relationship with her Man is – “I have loving and excellent communication with my Man”. Then if she is angry/rude/crude to him, she herself wouldn’t like it. She had attracted situations that required her to change (as she was willing to change) and she become her authentic loving self, because being strict/angry/rude/crude did not work in her relationships.
• Now, we behave with others how we behave with ourselves. If we are so strict with somebody else for not doing a job up-to the standards/protocols/timelines set by us.                  And for this if we are getting upset with them, then, it actually means we are really not that flexible with our ways of functioning and if we ourselves do not match up to the standards/protocols/timelines, we would be equally or more upset with ourselves.
• We attract what we are – Dr Wayne Dyer. If your partner/man is behaving with you

>in a manner that seems or makes you feel you are non-priority**, then, what it means is that you have not been prioritising yourselves in your lives
>your partner/man is not keeping timelines, then, what it means is that you have been dilly dallying on some effort/work in one or more areas in our lives (health-exercising, keeping appointments, keeping up with your knowledge…)
>not giving you the sincere contribution that you so much desire in your life, then, what it means is that, there is something that we need to get clear about/you not showing our full potential
you feel that information furnished is not enough/there is a mystery, then, what it means is that there are areas in our we need to be honest about

• priority** :: Very interesting article coming up…..to understand what does it mean when we say “I want to be priority”

  My intention for this year is to be totally honest in my intention.

Definition of Love

What is the definition of Love
I was recently asked by one of IADLife client to share what I thought ‘love’ is. I know that there is a proven science that love is of high frequency and vibration along with enlightenment, peace, joy (presented by Christie Marie Sheldon [from  love and above ] at Mindvalley’s Awsomeness fest). It is a feeling that raises energy. So, when you in presence or in thought of a person you love it could raise your energy and regardless how tired you are you will feel good and in little time you know that your tiredness is gone. I also know that it is a good thing and that it gives you good feeling. So clearly, I did not know what love is in my life. So I told IADLife client that I will list when and/or how I feel loved. So I started writing, love pointers or I  said ” the “language of love”  …
• I tend to get upset easily, but I calm down even faster than that, by being told to do so by my beloved nicely, not condescending. Then if I am asked, “Tell me what happened”, “would you like to talk about it” I may or may not be in a mood to share :), but I am glad he would have asked
• I am a Hugs and Kisses, gal..please don’t count :)…flowers…red Roses, long stalks
• I would feel loved when I have company and am lent a helping hand in action/work home, office
• Please don’t pull up a chair for me while we are at home, however at restaurants waiters pulling the chair is fine, but do open the car door for me.
• Reciprocation of communication is a big deal for me. unnecessary “How are you(s) ” could be avoided, but do feel loved when genuine life topics are discussed [date:17-03-14 changed my mind…I do that…:)..I like “how are you’s , GM’s and all the beautiful msgs :)]

Well, I managed to list some of them. I myself did not know till I started writing them. Similarly each of us can do that. We can list as many pointers as we want, smallest of the smallest gestures …like a note…greetings etc. and big ones too. As an added bonus you also find out your partner/your Man’s love pointers. And thus, you can find out how to align your “language of love” with your partner. So each time you have a thought that your partner/Man is not showing you love, go look at his love pointers and see what all has your partner already covered/done for you.

Affirmation:
Me and My Man have our language of love aligned
Me and My Partner have our language of love aligned

I feel I have just written a love letter to My Man through the Universe. This is my first. This is truly an awesome feeling.

LanguageOfLove